This is just to let everyone know that I am building -little by little-  my new website where I have a blog.
The last time I wrote here I was devastated and truthfully the pain lingers, it seldom goes away.
So the new place is to start anew with a positive outlook, something so hard to achieve with the endless nights of thought processing, pondering how to wake up and feed my baby... where to get the energy from.
So, I have to focus and take care of my life, not immerse myself in dreadful feelings.

I am asking for strength and for hope for the people around me that have suffered so much lately. I cannot phisically be there for them, only with best wishes, only with good thoughts...and that's exactly how I'm there for them... I am there.